Terri Chapman Photography
Capturing the Splendor of Nature and Divine Light
The Light of Jesus
In celebration of the 2017 Easter holiday, I opened this gallery, which features some of my early, treasured moments with an aspect of the Divine spirit/energy ("The Light") of Jesus. My intention was to share these videos and images for one week only and then return the gallery to “private” status. But, a friend asked me why I was putting a time limit on sharing this gallery and the only answer I could come up with was fear. The fear of being judged and criticized. While I have had years to experience, interpret, and embrace my visits with The Light of Jesus, the same is not true for you. Most visitors to my website are drawn to my nature images and have no idea that when they search my website that I photograph more than birds, butterflies and flowers. So, I thought if I left this gallery open for too long, I ran the risk of alienating my visitors and, in turn, affecting my professional reputation. While my experiences with Archangels have been well received, people have very strong opinions/beliefs about Jesus and these differing values often divide people. For these reasons, I had convinced myself that seven days was just enough time to open this gallery, share my experiences, and then close the door. But on the 7th day, which was Easter Sunday, I had a change of heart. Fear was not only preventing me from sharing personal aspects of myself and my art, it was also causing me great anxiety. I was hiding who I AM. Now, the gallery remains open to anyone who wishes to explore it, and perhaps, wishes to expand their awareness.
So, here’s my truth. I, too, had very strong beliefs about Jesus, which were inherited from the religious schools I attended, the churches I attended, and the books I read. I also embraced “the popular image of Jesus” - an image that had been planted in my mind by artists and filmmakers. Consequently, when an aspect of the Spirit of Jesus appeared to me in my backyard, as a large Light that swirled in front of me, and morphed in color from blue and gold, blue and pink, and playfully began darting back and forth, I had absolutely no frame of reference to comprehend what was happening to me. No life experience, and no one, could have prepared me for such an encounter. I went into an emotional mini-meltdown for about a year, as my concept of reality crumbled. I could no longer see, or relate to, the world in the same manner. I went on a soul searching journey to understand the “who/what/why” of that first encounter and all the encounters that followed.
In the eight years I have been photographing The Light of Jesus, He has only appeared to me once in the silhouette of a human form. His recurring appearance is pure Light that is constantly changing in size, shape and color, although indigo blue is His signature color. Sometimes, He uses His shape and color to communicate a personal message. His Light radiates great Love, joy, humor, grace, fun, and profound compassion. I can feel Him through my heart when I am recording our time together and I have wept and laughed by His presence. At times, I have been chilled to my core, felt so hot I thought I had a fever, and felt sick to my stomach, because His Light is so powerful. I AM loved by Him….always.
By exploring this gallery, I hope you will look within at your own beliefs and consider that there is more going on around you than your perceptive reality. My role is not to convince you of anything, but instead, to share my extraordinary, personal journey with The Light. When spending time with these videos and images, pay close attention to how you feel emotionally and physically. Then, use your own inner compass and come to your own conclusions.
The root of the word "inspiration" is "Spirit," and the Spirit of Jesus...the Christ consciousness I experience in my heart... has literally changed MY Spirit.
MERRY CHRISTMAS WITH THE LIGHT - AS CAPTURED ON VIDEO THE EVENING OF DECEMBER 25, 2018
Here are just a few notes on this video:
1) Jesus came in first, and before I could even state it, He shined his Light over my Belleek crystal cross.
2) Next, as I said "Boo Boo is excited," Mother Mary flashed the most incredible green and pink Light and I acknowledged Her Light with a "yes!".
3) When I was talking about Joseph coming forward the night before, and hoping he would make more appearances, it was Mother Mary that acknowledged my comment
4) When I said, "for now we celebrate the Spirit of the Season," it was Mother Mary that came forward and ascended and descended in front of me
5) When I said, "that's Tom," it was Jesus who flashed a stunning orb of white Light in front of my TV screen. Only I can understand that He was acknowledging the frustration I have for Tom. Tom is a very loving cat to me, but causes trouble all the time with my other cats, Canoodle and Boo. After 7 years of living together, Tom still cannot get along with them. I found Tom as a feral cat, hungry, dirty, and sick, living underneath a crawl space of an apartment building near my office. He continues to carry the bully mentality of a street cat that needs to defend his space and fight for his food. I am always asking The Light to help me with Tom and to grant me more patience!
6) When I asked Tom if he could stay still for two seconds, Mother Mary came forward
7) At the end of the video, when I say, "happy holidays," Archangel Ariel came forward as a flashing pink orb to say happy holidays to me, too.
8) The cat eyes that appear at times, in the bottom left hand corner of the frame, belong to Boo Boo.
Finally, I hope you Christmas was wonderful!